To walk on water

 

I walk on water. I float lightly like a flamingo. I dance on tiptoes in my own world, carrying my feelings, emotions, moods, and even small and big dreams. I feel beautiful. Sometimes I look down and scare myself with the thought of what could happen if I stepped into those dark, deep waters. But I won't allow it. I'm not a good swimmer and I can't breathe. I would drown! So my body keeps striving to swim and control my breath to the maximum. My energy is decreasing, but I must stay afloat on that water.

We don't live forever. On this round world, we have some missions. Maybe to stop being afraid of our fears and finally step into those wild waters. Or to ask for help when we can't go any further and admit that sometimes the falls really hurt. With the help of my family, I'm doing better. Even though the water is sometimes pretty cold and frosty. Sometimes it burns like hell, and tears won't even overcome it. Occasionally, it is generously friendly, like that journey on the water that takes me to Alice's wonderland.

PS: This story is dedicated to all those who are currently experiencing inner sadness, life changes, or difficult times. You are not alone.

Yours, Sweetest Dot.